Posts Tagged ‘wedding anniversary’

Seven Years and Counting

December 15th, 2009 11 comments

wedding“I want it to say something about obeying.”

“Well, obviously.”

I smiled up at you.  “T’s gonna hate it.”

“He’ll get over it.”

“You’d think he’d be used to it by now.”  I remarked as I flipped a page in the magazine.  “Here it is! This is what I want to wear.”

I pointed to a vampy purple and black dress and you turned your nose up at me.

“Something white.”


“We’re getting married, Rayne.  Something white.”

I heaved a weighty sigh and you laughed.  “It’s supposed to be my day, you know.”

“I still own your ass.”

I smirked and flipped another page.  “How ’bout this?”

“Oh, I like that.”

It was white with baby blue trim.  Girly beyond belief.  Not something I would normally wear, but that’s true of any dress, girly or otherwise.

The day came and went and we never did order that dress.  But I wasn’t bothered.  Money was tight and the important thing was that I now legally belonged to you.

Everything that could go wrong, did.  No one could agree on a day.  We couldn’t afford the perfect dress.  Or any venue other than the store.

Our reception was a potluck dinner.

Our witnesses were mostly strangers.

The best presents we received came from people we didn’t even know.

But here we are.  Seven years later.  Still loving each other just as fiercely as the day we took our vows.

I love you exceedingly more than I did on that day, Master.  I’m not sure how it’s possible.  But it’s true.

Happy anniversary, my love.

~Your pig whore

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Blah Blah Blah…

December 18th, 2008 Comments off

I can’t believe it’s almost Christmas. And the end of the year! And I’m not really sure what’s up with me, lately, but I can’t type for shit. No, really. Typos every two seconds. And my proofreading skills are going down the toilet.

So Master and I run this club on dA and it drives me crazy. People are utterly retarded. Can’t read the club rules. Can’t read the contest rules. Just plain can’t read.

I’ve got a bit of seasonal blues driving me nuts. Today’s the first time the sun’s been out in a week. Last Thursday evening an ice storm started that knocked half our city (among other places) out of power. We were lucky. Our power didn’t even flicker.

Things have been pretty good if one excludes my mouth. I try to control it. I really do! But I’ve always been a mouthy bitch. It’s a hard habit to break.

The other day I talked to Master about my wishy-washiness and we decided it’s time for both of us to step up. All or nothing is the only way both of us will be happy and secure. So we decided on all.

I’m still scared. What if we fail? What if things go awry? What if neither of us can hack it? But we’ve hacked it for six years (Our wedding anniversary was the 15th – Happy anniversary, again, Master!) so what’s six more? Or sixty more? Or a bazillion more? lol

I’m antsy today. Had a task to take care of that always makes me nervous. But everything went fine, as usual, so it’s all good.

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Flavor of the Month – Really, really long

January 16th, 2007 Comments off

I have this terrible imagined reality. This thing that doesn’t exist and might never exist but it haunts me just the same. And every time Master shows even the slightest bit of interest in someone who isn’t even the tiniest bit submissive it sends me into a tizzy that I can’t come to terms

I read a story once, a true story, written by a slave whose Master was a little more into humiliation than I am. A little more sadistic than I’m comfortable with. And it’s hard admitting that and knowing that if Master went that way I’d submit. I’d cry and I’d beg and I’d probably lock myself inside myself and never be the same again, but I’d submit. Read more…

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Our Night

January 15th, 2006 No comments

rayne figured she'd write and tell you how our night went. she doesn't really tell her readers much about our life outside of the Master/slave aspect and it's time she showed you that, while we are always in our roles, we do have a lot of fun together aside from sex and scening. Even Masters and slaves like to let down their hair and have fun once in a while.

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Christmas in Slavery

December 10th, 2005 No comments

rayne figured she"d broach the subject of this holiday of giving as a slave. While she can"t speak for what everyone else does, she can speak for what Master and rayne do.

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Pain Tolerance

December 8th, 2005 No comments

rayne was bumbling around on a BDSM forum today and she ran into a submissive complaining about having no pain tolerance. She"s upset because she"s afraid this will cause her to lose her Dom. She"s willing to back out if only so that he may find happiness with another. While that"s sweet, rayne thinks the girl would be silly to just give up. So she"ll start by posting what she posted on the forum here:

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