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Unpacking

August 22nd, 2017 No comments

I don’t handle confrontation well. Or communicating my wants/needs/emotions. This is not a secret.

I talk very logically about good communication in BDSM relationships all the time, but when it comes down to applying that in my own life, I often come up wanting.

It’s partly how I was raised. Growing up, my mother would try to get me to talk it out, but when she didn’t have the answers I was looking for, I’d get frustrated and shut down. My father’s response to any negative emotion was “walk it off.”

“Stop wearing your heart on your sleeve, Rayne,” he’d say. “You’re giving everyone all they need to mess with you.”

And I took it to heart and started doing my best to keep everything bottled inside.

I was already a good candidate for borderline personality disorder (BPD). Add in the stilted emotional development, and I was a shoe-in. Read more…

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He cheated.

December 23rd, 2016 Comments off

So, like every other annoyingly cliché couple who thinks they’re way more adorable than they are, M and I play the “I love you more” game. You know…”I love you.” “Yeah, well, I love you more.” “Nope.” “Yep.”

It has recently been brought to my attention, by way of a coffee mug I didn’t know he ordered, that M is a great big cheating cheater.

See?!

We had to order some new sheets, and some light timers, and he got me an apron because I’ve been wanting one forever so maybe I can not ruin my clothes when I’m cooking. But I knew about all those things. I was expecting those things.

Then I opened the box, and there was this mug! And I cried because I cry about everything sweet these days. And then I told him he’s a great big cheater. And a liar. Because clearly, I love him more.

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Blog Digest: e[lust] 82

May 18th, 2016 Comments off
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Photo courtesy of Teachers Have Sex

Welcome to Elust #82

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~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

Take Me

How Do I Love Thee:On Comparing Relationships

Asking all the questions…

~ Featured Post (Molly’s Picks) ~

Erotic Fiction: Fishnet Queen

I Manage My Expectations

~Readers Choice from Sexbytes ~

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Wanna Have Sex With Me? – Here’s how
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Blog Digest: e[lust] 81

April 17th, 2016 Comments off

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Welcome to Elust #81

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~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

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The Sign
Everyday sexism

~Readers Choice from Sexbytes ~

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The Best Sex

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Blog Digest: e[lust] 80

March 17th, 2016 Comments off

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Welcome to Elust #80 

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No Take Backsies: Sexual “Politeness”
THE Process

~Readers Choice from Sexbytes ~

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He’s not a Tumblr Dom

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Blog Digest: e[lust] 79

February 26th, 2016 Comments off

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Welcome to Elust #79

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~ This Month’s Top Three Posts ~

The Joy of Sucking Cock

Making Porn

My Valentine

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The One

Midweek Fantasizing – The Portrait

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Marionette
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