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Hello, Readers! I know what you’re thinking.

March 17th, 2015

I’m sick.

We both are, really, but him being sick doesn’t really affect the blog. Me being sick does.

I think (hope) it’s related to some lifestyle changes we’re making. We’re back to exercising 5-6 days a week, and trying to eat right. We’ve switched snacks from garbage food to fruits and vegetables. And we’ve stopped drinking.

I think a lot of our issues are detox related. Which means that in a few weeks we’ll probably be better than normal.

Yesterday (and parts of last week) was filled with depression and anxiety, which I expected. Dietary changes and alcohol withdrawal will fuck with anyone’s psyche, but even more so with someone with diagnosed mental illness.

Add to that the fact that M hasn’t had a full day off in a month, and I’m just about losing my mind. Funny, right? He’s the one working but I’m losing my mind.

We were able to date like high schoolers this weekend, and that helped some, but then this morning I woke up feeling like I drank a fifth of vodka to my head.

All of that to say I am trying to get my shit together and get this blog on track like I promised. It will happen. Just as soon as I can stop feeling like death is knocking on my door.

In the meantime, I’m not making any promises about the number of posts I’ll be able to crank out. Today I’m gonna hang out on the couch with my PS3 and some mint tea. Maybe tomorrow will be better.

Thanks for sticking by me. It means the world to me.


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  1. Jubilibee
    March 22nd, 2015 at 03:11 | #1

    I feel you. I gave up ALL forms of sugar in January and I thought I was gonna die, fer realz

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