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“No Limits” Is No Badge Of Honor

August 30th, 2013

Happy_birthday_to_me_by_Melens_rayneI don’t have limits. Let’s talk about what that means.

I’m owned by Melen, and with that, I gave him the right to decide what I will and will not do. I flat out said, “I will do anything you want me to.”

He said, “Don’t say that if you don’t mean it.”

I said, “I mean it.”

Of course, there are things that I know he will never do.

Provided I don’t dare him to, that is. He and I are both the type of people who will do just about any stupid thing to prove we’ll do just about any stupid thing if we feel like we have to for whatever reason. It’s dumb, and it’s gotten me into trouble a time or two in my life, but it’s just who I am. Luckily, no one’s dared me to kill someone, yet? I kid, I kid.

But I knew all that before I said I’d do anything he wanted me to. I got to know him first. I learned who he is, what makes him tick, what turns him on, what turns him off, what pisses him off, where his boundaries are. And then I said, “I trust you to protect me from what you feel I need protecting from, and use me how you want to use me without breaking me…unless you want to break me. And I mean, you can, if you want. I’m not strong enough to stop you. But then you’ll have a broken me, and somehow, I don’t think that’s the goal.”

This is something I do. I’ve done it all my life. I put myself in the hands of someone much stronger than me, mentally and physically, and I say, “I love you. I trust you. Keep me safe.” One could call it my kink.

Believe me when I say it usually doesn’t work out this well. I don’t usually get to know the stronger person as well as I got to know Master before I gave in to the urge to give myself to him. Most of them have been abusers in protectors’ clothing.

You’d think I’d learn. But now I never will, because this time it worked! Thank goodness I’ll never be on the market again, eh?

“No limits” is not something most people can claim. And a lot of people will say I actually have limits because I specifically chose someone whose limits are things I’d rather not do to give myself to. And maybe they’re right. But the way I see it, there are limits and there’s common sense. And people taking things out of the common sense bracket and putting them under the limits bracket and going, “You said anything,” are sick fucks. So, you know, stay away from them. Or don’t, if you’re into that, but Jesus fuck, dude, maybe you should get that checked.

Other people say that people like me say we’re “no limits” because we think it makes us better than people who have limits. Better submissives, mostly. Like we think the fact that we’ll do any old thing we’re told by the person we placed all our trust in elevates us to some coveted slave status the rest of you haven’t yet achieved.

That’s probably one of the dumbest things I’ve ever heard.

Claiming you’re “no limits” isn’t some badge of honor. It doesn’t make me slavier than thou, or whatever. I don’t do it out of some desire to attention whore myself all over the kink community. I could give a fuck what the kink community thinks of me. No offense, of course. I’m just unapologetically me.

I do it because I trust him. I know he won’t do anything to cause either of us irreparable harm. It would be counterproductive to his goal, which is immortal life with me.

What? It could happen.

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  1. August 30th, 2013 at 15:07 | #1

    Just keep not giving a fuck what others think, and living the life YOU and YOUR man want together.

  2. August 30th, 2013 at 19:10 | #2

    Very intriguing – I’m very happy you two have that kind of trust 🙂

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