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Have a Bowl of Mind Fuck

December 23rd, 2011 3 comments

M’s fucking with my head, I think. It’s hard to tell with him. He’s so good at it that sometimes what seems like an ordinary interaction on the surface is really a gentle push in the direction of a trap he’s set for me somewhere in my mind. Hell, just the fact that I know that is half the fun. It keeps me on my toes. Always aware of my surroundings. Constantly questioning his motives. In my mind and while obeying him if he’s telling me to do something. Most of the time. I still have a bad habit of asking why he wants me to do something if I can’t figure out a single logical reason for it or if I think there’s a better way of doing what I think he wants accomplished.

Once in awhile, my inability to see the point (as if it matters at all what the point is) is caused by me trying to guess his motives and missing the mark. Most often it’s just that I’ve misunderstood him. Though we both only speak English, we learned the language in different areas, at different times, from different people with different heritages. And he’s a tech geek. You wouldn’t think it would matter, but sometimes it does.  Read more…

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