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Frazzled. But then, when am I not?

July 2nd, 2011 1 comment

I used to be the kind of person who couldn’t survive without hope.

You know the type. They’re always chasing what “might be” and longing for who you “could be” and they’re never satisfied with what’s right in front of them.

That has been a step along the path to hating myself and my past less. Realizing that what could happen really doesn’t matter. I either need to find a way to accept what does happen or kill myself, cause what could happen and what I want to happen might never actually come to pass. And then what?! Then I’ve spent my whole life wishing and accomplished exactly jack and shit.

I don’t want to spend my whole life wishing. Read more…

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