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30DoK: Hindsight

January 10th, 2011 Comments off

Day 4: Any early experiences that, in retrospect, hint at your kinks?

When I was a kid, my elementary-best-friend (we met at 4 and moved away from each other the first time at 8) and I used to act out rape scenes with our Barbies. Jordan Knight was always the rapist.

(Yes… I had a Jordan Knight Ken doll. I wanted Joe McIntyre or Donnie Wahlberg, but my mom, as usual, waited till the very last second to go shopping for my Christmas stuff, and all that was left was Jordan Knight. So… since I didn’t want him to begin with, he was the natural choice.)

We used to come up with some fucked up scenarios. Branding, and scalding, and cutting, and all sorts of torment went into our rape scenes. And I have no idea where they came from. I don’t know who started it. I don’t know who came up with the most bizarre stuff. I just remember that we both were equally interested, and we both tried to top each other. Read more…