Archive for December, 2010

Saying Goodbye to 2010

December 31st, 2010 1 comment

I won’t ever be able to do last night justice. We fucked until 5am.

My thighs are swollen and various shades of red, purple, blue and black, and my jaw is sore. My clit hurts so bad that M’s tongue on it last night felt like teeth. And today, though it aches with desire, His fingers brushing against it feels like He brought the crop down on the tender flesh. My entire body is exhausted.

God, and now I want to cum. Read more…

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No Stupid (Kink) Questions: Episode 8 – But… but… It’s mine!

December 30th, 2010 Comments off

NoStupidKinkQuestionsGandhi said that if you want to change the world, you have to be the change you want to see. To that end, Insatiable Desire brings you No Stupid (Kink) Questions, a series of questions asked by novice kinksters around the web. If you have a question for us, leave it in comments, or send it to rayne (at) insatiabledesire (dot) com with “NS(K)Q” in the subject.

Question 8:

I was talking with a friend about my interest in being a slave. And she said that if I become a slave, I have to turn my trust fund, and all the money I earn at the law firm, and the money I won in the lottery over to my owner. Is that true?



And no. Read more…

After Christmas Epiphany

December 28th, 2010 2 comments

Last week, M decided we were going to go to the mall. We haven’t been in ages. Years, maybe. At least to this particular mall. And it was so last minute. But I’d decided at the beginning of this week that, since I’d accepted a job right before a time I’d asked Him to take off, and had been too chicken shit to ask if I could start when His vacation was over, I was going to just follow His lead, and do whatever He wanted.

I really had no holiday ideas of my own, anyway. I mean, I could spout all the cliche things my family did growing up. Driving around to look at lights, and bonfires, and Christmas caroling, and snowball fights (we managed even though we never got more than 3″ snow, and it rarely lasted more than a couple hours), and holiday shopping, and breakfast with Santa Claus at the local mall, and hot chocolate in front of the fireplace… At Christmas, most of the time, we pulled together, my family.  Read more…

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Rest is not idleness…

December 24th, 2010 Comments off

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Dad, M’s iPhone, and Pain. Mostly.

December 23rd, 2010 Comments off

Dad had back surgery today. Speaking of which… I should go call him back. I shall return.

Well, now, wasn’t that fun. May have broken M’s iPhone. Just fucking standing there. I am, without a doubt, the clumsiest POS around.

In any case, Dad’s doing well. He’s lucid, and they’ve fitted him for a back brace, and he claims he’s not in a lot of pain. This right after telling me he’d just called the nurse for his pain medication, and she was taking forever to show up.

He must have the same nursing staff M had.

I’m really not sure how Master manages it. Regardless of how little or how much exercise either of us do, He still manages to be so much stronger than me. I think He’s secretly doing pushups and such when I’m asleep, or at the store. It still always surprises me when He grabs ahold of whatever part of my body strikes His fancy and yanks me to Him. Or when He grabs my wrists and pins my hands where ever He’d like them to be. Or when He positions Himself in such a way that resisting His effort to force Himself between my thighs is impossible.

I’m not weak. He doesn’t keep me weak. He likes to know that if I have to, I can take care of myself. I mean, a dude just got shot across the street! Not that I’m, like, Super Woman, or something, and outrun speeding bullets. But maybe if someone tried to rough me up, I could turn the tables on them. Maybe. If they’re not as strong as M.

This morning, He asked if I was done bleeding yet, and I said mostly, and He said, “Good. I can start hurting you now. It’s gonna be fun for the whole family.”

Creepy fucker.

The rest of this week is going to be delicious, I think.

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Today, we made history.

December 22nd, 2010 2 comments

To quote President Obama, “I couldn’t be prouder.”

This morning, via live streaming on MSNBC, I watched our president sign the “Don’t Ask, Don’t Tell” repeal into law, making it legal for LGBT men and women to be open about their sexuality, and serve their country if they so choose. You can read my coverage of this momentous event, as well as a video if you missed it (Or just want to watch it again. I did. Twice.) over on SexIs Magazine’s Sex Feed. But I wanted to talk about how I feel about this a little bit here.

First, can I just say that if M and I could afford it, I’d have talked Him into taking me to stand outside and cheer as it happened. I’m so excited for all the men and women who want to reenlist, and all the men and women who wanted to enlist and couldn’t. I have no delusions about this being the end of the road. There’s still work to be done, and it will be hard. But this is absolutely a step in the right direction.  Read more…