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Why Would You Say That?!

February 24th, 2010

A week or two ago, i was discussing the Consensual – Non-consent (C/NC) aspect of my relationship with a nice enough person at FetLife. Unsurprisingly, the topic had popped up on one of the boards, closely linked with no-limits slavery. i didn’t post there, i know better than that. i would have probably gotten bitchslapped by N for getting too riled up and personally invested in something so trivial as Internet discussion. Fair ’nuff.

For reasons revealed later, a person unknown to me personal messages me, asking if i practice C/NC and stuff.Β  Cautiously, i ask “Why?” They started out the discussion fairly nice wanting to understand the structure, the intent, trying to grasp why i’d want such a thing, how i could trust a human, an imperfect being, with my very life. It’s hard to describe why being His in all ways makes me fulfilled and calls me to service, but i did my damnedest how i strive to meet His expectations, that it gives me a focus in life that i cannot live happily without. Very quickly, the tone of the discussion devolves into one of criticism. i tried to guide the person back to a respectful tone, but when they made clear that they were trying to convince me that i was bound to die this way, and that i was a horrible person for being so messed up that i needed a guy to smack me around and “rape” me to make me feel right, i informed them that the conversation was over.

There are so many things wrong with the “information” they tried to convince me with, all i could do was sit back and laugh while i shook my head in rueful amusement.

i got one more message from them. They said that i was no better than my elitist bitch friends, that they thought i was smarter than the other people on my friends list and would have seen the error of my ways. That i would end up dead in a ditch some day, used and discarded, my children left motherless, so that i could fulfill my future as human trash.

They closed with wishing that my no-limits-beyond-His C/NC relationship would fail miserably and that i lost everything i had, so i could see how horrible a person i really was when i couldn’t “hide” behind the O/p dynamic. And, i guess to rub salt into my wound, they also assured me that no court would EVER give custody of children to a psychopathic freak like me.

What the fuck?!

You seriously wish someone that much ill because they won’t agree with your little version of truth? A person you never met, never will meet, has enraged you so badly by honoring her oaths that you wish her dead. You wish she loses her children and is left stranded, destitute and mentally destroyed.

How is that the sign of a “normal” person? A bit exaggerated of a response to a nameless entity 2000 miles away, ennit? So how am i the crazy one? Why on earth would i want to agree on anything with you?! Much less alter the entire scope of my relationship with the one Man who has ever tried to fully meet me term to term and commit to showing me He cared? Awfully presumptuous of a person to believe they have that much power through a fucking keyboard.

The mind boggles.

i promptly blocked the fucker and went on my merry way. i figure, if the world is made of people like them, i’d rather be the odd freak out anyhow.

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  1. February 24th, 2010 at 22:13 | #1

    Please tell me I’m one of your “elitist bitch friends” because that would totally make my day. *nods*

    I bet I can guess who that was. Bonus points if I’m right? πŸ˜‰

  2. February 25th, 2010 at 05:46 | #2

    that’s awesome. No one ever messages me like that. Aww, I miss my original fet profile before D made me go UnderCover so I could stop attracting freaks and ne’er-do-wells.

    Course, there was that dude who told me my skin would make a fine grade of leather, but he was on OK Cupid…
    .-= kittenΒ΄s last blog ..Simulated Boredom =-.

  3. February 25th, 2010 at 08:52 | #3

    I wanna know who was mean to you! I can’t believe someone would say shit like that to people.

  4. alwaysHistora
    February 25th, 2010 at 14:34 | #4

    @kaya
    Yep, i do believe you would qualify as one of my elitist bitch friends. Does it make you feel accomplished?

    Two guesses who the DA was…and the first one doesn’t count.

    @kitten
    Hmmm…human leather…fine grade, tight grains, y’know, he might be on to something. However, i cannot see why it would come up as normal conversation at OKC, so i’m going with he was a creepy psycho. πŸ™‚

    @rayne
    Heh. We’ll talk!

  5. February 25th, 2010 at 15:19 | #5

    It really sucks when you encounter people like that. Personally, I dont understand why someone would get SO stupidly upset over something that is actually fuck all to do with them. They dont like what you do? No problem, you’re not asking them to do it!
    I hope you didn’t let this idiot get to you, and good call on blocking him. In my experience, they only get nastier and nastier if you dont.
    Nimue

  6. alwaysHistora
    February 25th, 2010 at 22:30 | #6

    @Nimue
    No, i’ve taken enough abuse from online idiots to have learned the “water off a duck’s ass” approach to their hate-fueled rantings.

    It boggles me, to think that i have such a profound effect on them, that i can stir up such pathos in such short time. And not even in person!

    Thanks for reading it, Nimue. A comment from people like you cancels out 100 comments from dunces like them.

  7. February 26th, 2010 at 20:15 | #7

    @alwaysHistora

    Oh, he was waaaay insane..

  8. alwaysHistora
    February 26th, 2010 at 20:46 | #8

    @kitten Would kinda explain why he was on OKC then…can’t pick up women in person when you’re a raving lunatic…lol!

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