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Oh, god. Did I really just say that out loud?

February 5th, 2010

So Sunday was horrible.  Well, the beginning, anyway.  I was disobedient, and Master said I didn’t appreciate Him, so I got indignant and disrespectful.  Defensive.

I don’t remember what we were talking about.  But we didn’t agree.  I was right, damn it! And so was He.

And suddenly, I shouted, “I’m not going to bow down and change my mind just because you don’t agree with me!”


Time stood still and I held my breath.  Did I really just say that out loud? Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck….

Ever had one of these moments? Tell us about it.

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  1. February 5th, 2010 at 20:34 | #1

    LOL. Oh hot darn. My sides might just be permanently split from laughing.

    I don’t think I have any moments quite like this. The only time I can really remember wanting to hit myself in the head for saying something was when I was a *bit* tipsy and started talking about marriage/children in a VERY serious fashion. Definitely not as funny/blogworthy as yours.

  2. alwaysHistora
    February 5th, 2010 at 22:26 | #2

    Heh. Yup, i do. Even had that nervous aggression-allaying smile and the flapping hands trying to gather the words back before He heard them. 🙂

    i was in the kitchen, cutting up veggies for supper, and telling Him about how i had just hurt myself (i think i hit my head on the shelf). He said something like “Have I told you how clumsy you are?” and i was not amused. Then He’s teasing me and saying “I have to tell you everything, I mean, you are so clumsy, right? Right? Do I have to?” i laid the butcher’s knife down and before i knew it, i heard “What You need is a nice warm cup of Shut the Fuck Up.” come prancing out of my mouth.

    Then i promptly gasped, watching Him carefully for the impending crack across my ass, making stupid recapturing gestures with my hands. i made my nervous smile, and His shocked expression dissolved into trying very hard not to laugh at me. Then He did just that.

    And as soon as i picked up the knife to finish the veggies, He cracked me across the ass.

  3. February 6th, 2010 at 15:54 | #3

    @jonsbabydoll Lol. Oh it wasn’t funny at all, at the time. I’m not really sure what I was thinking.

    @alwaysHistora LOL! I’ve said similar things. There are days I’m not sure why He didn’t just kill me on the spot. Then I remember how difficult it would be to find a new slave, and all the chores He’d have to do till he did, and suddenly it all makes sense. =D

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