Archive for December 11th, 2009

Silence! No More!

December 11th, 2009 2 comments

I would like to first apologize for my lack of posting.  I have finished my semester and made the decision to drop out of the field I was studying.  I crumbled under the pressure and would rather enjoy the rewards of my degree than be miserable the rest of my life.

So, where do I begin.  Let me give you a few updates.  First of all, the big news.  Tab and I are no longer together.  As of a month ago, Tab decided to dissolve our relationship and go our separate ways.  I won’t get into all the details, but we decided that it was just not working out.  I hold nothing against him and if he is reading this, I wish him well.  I hold no grudges and have begun to live the next chapter of my life.  The end of one of the greatest chapters in my life has led to the beginning of the next great chapter that I have only begun to live.

Another update is my protection collar.  For those of you who do not know my family situation, let me give a little refresher since it’s been a while.  Before the dissolution of my relationship with Tab, he and I were made members of the House of Wolves, run by Master Gabriel here in New Orleans.  Master Gabriel runs his house like a wolf pack, hence the name of the House.  We each have our ranks and roles in the Pack.  After the break up, Master Gabriel placed his protection collar upon me to give me a sense of security and to make our bond that much stronger.  While I do not belong to Master Gabriel, I belong to the House and answer to them ultimately.  I am still free to do as I wish, but they have my back no matter what.  And having a family gives me a huge sense of security and warmth that I need during this time of my life.

Now, where have I been?  And what have I been doing since the break up?  Sit back and relax.  I’m going to give you the newest details of my life right about…now.

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On My Experience With Sex Toys

December 11th, 2009 5 comments

Vibrators_general_001I wasn’t a huge sex toy connoisseur before delving into reviewing toys.  I had one ribbed jelly traditional vibe (Old Faithful) that still worked and a piece of shit traditional plastic vibe that was more for pinpoint clit stimulation than anything else and broke rather quickly.

We’d bought a really cheap wireless butterfly whose bullet was about the size of my index toe (so, small), ran on watch batteries and only had one speed that you had to turn on with a button that was inside its jelly sleeve.  It sucked.  I sucked at using it.  Had all sorts of trouble getting it positioned right, so most of the time it only massaged my outer labia.  I think we’d used it twice before we decided it would be a good idea to store it hanging on the wall by the leg harness and the weight of the bullet ripped the jelly.  Another one for the circular file.

I didn’t really get the concept of bullets or eggs or other discreet clit stimulators.  My fingers work fine for that, so I thought.   Read more…

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