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SJP #523

October 26th, 2009

When do you feel the most beautiful?

I have battled self esteem issues for as long as I can remember.  I have always been the fat kid, the one who was picked on in school, kicked and pushed around, and just never really popular.  I never saw myself as beautiful and was, and still am, under pressure to lose weight and look like the ideal model woman of American society.  I never have been accepted for who I am and what I am until recently.

I feel the most beautiful in quite a few instances.

I feel the most beautiful when I am standing naked in a room full of people who are looking over my body in awe.

I feel the most beautiful when I am standing before my Master, eyes locked with his, his hands roaming around my body, caressing my curves, and watching as his beautiful lips curl into the most wonderful grin.  And then to hear the words “this is mine” makes me melt every time.  I feel the most beautiful when I walk with pride and confidence.  When I hold myself tall and know that I can take on the world and everything it has to throw at me.

I feel the most beautiful when I know that I am accepted by those around me in my kink life.  To know that I can be who I want to be and am free to express who I am is the most liberating feeling in the world.  That liberation makes me feel so wonderful.

But, most importantly, I feel the most beautiful when I wake up in the mornings, look at the woman staring back at me in the mirror, and not have this disgusting feeling of self loathing.  To know that I have finally learned to love myself and accept me is a feeling unlike any other.  When it comes down to the nitty gritty, I am the one who makes me feel beautiful.  No one else can make me feel beautiful.  I have to believe it and feel it myself before I can truly accept what others have to say about me.

I am a beautiful woman and submissive to my Master.  I am beautiful.

prompt found at SubmissiveGuide

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  1. Joji
    October 28th, 2009 at 13:06 | #1

    This is exactly how I am. I cant say I’ve ever been over weight until I had my son. But for the most part I don’t have any self esteem. I don’t preen infront of a mirror. I dont do anything beyond functionality and comfort when it comes to my appearance. But when I’m with Master, Whether he’s teasing the hell out of me or just stroking my hair, I feel beautiful. When He calls me “mine” I melt every time. Its something I never get tired of hearing and I hope he never stops calling me that.

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