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PMDD? Maybe.

July 16th, 2009 2 comments

So let’s see…

The panic attack/depression/rage broke… the second I started bleeding.  I’m having a bit of a panic attack today but it’s just cause I miss Master.  Wish He was home.  Apparently working on our art club isn’t enough to keep my mind off the fact that He’s not physically present.

What does that mean?  All the signs point to [[PMDD]].  I took an online screening and it suggested I seek professional help.

I’m really not sure what to do with this information.  We can’t afford health insurance for me through His job and the free clinics are refusing new patients because they might have to close.  The state isn’t giving them enough money.  So while I have this handy, dandy prescription discount that Schenectady County sent out to its residents, I don’t have what it’s going to cost me to get an exam.  Even at Planned Parenthood.*sigh*

We had a good day yesterday and today hasn’t been so bad.  I just want things to be how they were before I became more of a nut than I was when He met me, ya know?

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