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Me and My Big Mouth

May 15th, 2009 Comments off

Was it really me who sat on the floor clinging to His leg and whispered up to Him with tears in my eyes, “I think the week in May is a good idea. For all the reasons you do.”? Did I do that? Me?

Cause, you know, the week in May is a week away. And it’s actually a week and two days.

Was that really me?

Oh god. It was.

Anyone got a space for a little slave girl? I won’t take up much room and I’ll eat scraps.

(And before anyone thinks differently, I’m joking about needing a hiding spot. Mostly.)

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Anais Nin

May 15th, 2009 Comments off

“I do not want to be the leader. I refuse to be the leader. I want to live darkly and richly in my femaleness. I want a man lying over me, always over me. His will, his pleasure, his desire, his life, his work, his sexuality the touchstone, the command, my pivot. I don’t mind working, holding my ground intellectually, artistically; but as a woman, oh god, as a woman I want to be dominated. I don’t mind being told to stand on my own feet, not to clingÂ… but I am going to be pursued, fucked, possessed by the will of a male at his time, his bidding.” ~Anais Nin

Since the first time I found this quote I’ve been avoiding putting it up like the plague. Because everyone and their sister has it in their blog somewhere. And I don’t make a big deal of it, but I try not to be a follower.

But when it comes right down to it, if something is true for you – really, really true… not just true because everyone else says it’s true – then you’re not following. Not really. So here it is.

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