Archive for May 12th, 2009

Depression @ Its Best

May 12th, 2009 Comments off

Disclaimer: Apt to ruin any good mood. Not looking for comfort or reassurance. Just stating fact.

I was going to use a prompt today. But then I fell apart and left Master with no choice but to put me back together. Again.

I’m so fucking high maintenance.

So here it is.

I hate myself. There are no ands, ifs or buts about it. I cannot stand who I am.

I used to think that it was other people’s opinions of me that bothered me. Then I realized that the opinions that bothered me weren’t held by other people. Other people like me. And the people that don’t? I either don’t know them or don’t like them either so it doesn’t matter. Read more…

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