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SJP#590: Do over?

March 12th, 2009 Comments off

If you knew then, what you know now… would that have changed any of your choices along the way?

I can’t think today. At all. So I thought I’d steal a prompt from Submissive Journal Prompts and see if I can’t pull my head together a bit. This will probably be a bit disjointed. My mind’s all fuzzy and shit.

I’ve learned so much since Master and I met but most of it is related to all walks of life, not just [[BDSM]]. Things I didn’t believe in have come into play. It’s amazing how much your opinions change with a bit of time and growth.

An example of this is unconditional love and the ability to be angry at someone’s actions without completely destroying the relationship you have with them.

For most of my life, I didn’t believe in unconditional love. I think part of it was because I was Christian. The church would always tell me “God’s love is unconditional.” in one breath and then in the next put all these conditions on it. They’d say “Even when you’re bad, God loves you. But if you’re bad you won’t go to Heaven.” And my adolescent brain just couldn’t get around that. Read more…

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