Not really… I just needed a title and liked that quote.

The other day Master said to me “It’s like you’ve forgotten everything I taught you.”

Immediately, I started making associations (in my mind… can’t put ideas in His head, you know?) between the change in my behavior and the job. But in reality, these changes have been there since before I took on a management position. I’ve not gotten better or worse since then. I’ve just sort of hung in limbo.

Yesterday, Master asked why I’ve been so pissy lately, though. And that is directly related to my job. I’m stressed out and exhausted. I’ve been working for twelve days straight. But I’m off tomorrow and Saturday so I’m hoping that will allow me to breathe and get my head on straight. Read more…