So… I’m on TSR and FetLife now.  Some of you have noticed.  It’s weird.

Not really.  I mean it’s just a normal forum or whatever… or is it?   O.o

It’s laid out all strange and confused the hell out of me at first.  But I’m getting used to it.

Last night was absolutely insane, and I’m really not sure how I got to sleep.  Master’s ex seems to think it’s okay to yell at me.  That’s probably the “She’s just a slave.” mentality she’s had since practically day one.

Which… she’s right.  I am just a slave.  But nothing gets my hackles up faster than a bitch I can’t stand yelling at me because she’s mad at someone else.  So, I yelled back.  I’m not sure I was supposed to do that.  But Master was more angry with her for yelling at me in the first place and then lying and trying to tell Him I started it.  Yes, we are a couple of children!

I don’t know what it is about that bitch.  I just can’t keep my mouth or attitude in check with her.  And it’s not the typical “Oh she’s Master’s ex so I hate her.” bull shit.  It’s more along the lines of “She was my best friend, hooked Master and me up, and then decided she made a mistake and wanted Him back.” bull shit.

Bitches.  I tell ya.

However, she’s not a slave.  I guess in the grand scheme of things that means I should be… respectful?

This is where I start to slide backwards.

But she should be a little respectful of me too! I’m not her slave.  And she doesn’t believe in “the lifestyle”.  So she should treat me the way I deserve to be treated as a human being! And who the hell does she think she is trying to boss me around? Calling me names? What are we? Five? Where the hell does she get off flipping on me because Master doesn’t want to listen to her justify her bull shit? It’s not my fault.

And she knows I have no control over Him or the situation.  So yelling at me isn’t going to get her anywhere.  And yelling at Master definitely isn’t going to get her anywhere.  And she’s just a bitch too.  So we’re on equal footing! (And this is where I start over.) So where the hell does she get off yelling at me??

Yeah… I know everything wrong with that.