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Terrible, Horrible, No Good, Very Bad Day

July 8th, 2008 Comments off

Yesterday was pretty shitty. I had a beautiful blog post started and almost finished but by the evening it seemed inappropriate.

Master and I fought for somewhere between six and eight hours.

In most cases, I don’t mind airing our dirty laundry. Talking about my failings here, giving them to the rest of the world to see, sort of helps me to stay on track with working on them instead of pretending they go away after we talk about them.

I know that’s silly; I should be working on them because they are things that Master wants me to work on. And I do! But this works too. However, I feel like this failing should be something kept between Master and I. Read: It’s embarrassing as all get out. And if it was just embarrassing for me, it wouldn’t matter. I’d still put it up. But I think it would be embarrassing for Him, as well, even though it was my failing. And that is something I try to avoid. Read more…

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