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Stress and Dress

June 17th, 2008

It’s funny when you want something so bad you can taste it and it always seems to dance just out of reach. When you see it, feel it and know it’s there and maybe if you jump a little farther or run a little faster your fingers might finally close around it. And then you do and you realize it’s farther away than you thought. It’s hard not to give up in those times.

Things are a little stressful around here. We’re in a rut we can’t seem to get out of and neither of us are dealing with it well.

It’s incredibly difficult for me to watch Master struggling. And I try really hard to make His life easier but that’s difficult too, what with me working so much. Four more days, though, and then I’m off for five. And I plan to spend them at least attempting to keep my spirits high and the sarcasm low.

Life’s not easy, Princess. Anyone who tells you otherwise is selling something.

In other news, we found a store that sells hippie clothes, for lack of a better way of describing them. I’m sure they have a technical name or something. Hell if I know what it is. But this is the style I want to be wearing. Have wanted to be wearing for ages. Badly.

There’s this white dress there they say will fit me. It’s a little sun dress. It’s really pretty and I could probably wear it out if I wanted to but I’m really rather… self-conscious of my arms and chest and it has no sleeves, just spaghetti straps, and….

If we buy it, it will probably be to replace the outfit I’m currently required to wear in the house when the blinds are open. But there are so many other dresses there with beautiful decorations and accessories. They have belly bracelets with bells and little shiny bits of metal and plastic sewn on. They scream female. Submissive. Beauty. Grace. All the things my body language tends to lack severly.

Master says that sometime soon He’s taking me there to shop. I probably won’t be able to buy much more than a dress or two. They’re expensive. Compared to what I normally spend on clothes, I mean. The barely there sun dress is $55. I can’t wait.

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