Home > rayne > Interesting IMs

Interesting IMs

April 23rd, 2008

Things are a little crazy around here these days. And people are confusing the fuck out of me. Messaging me with things suggesting that I implied some where that Master doesn’t “understand the responsibilities of being a master” and I’m looking for someone else.

I’m not offended. I’m not poking fun and I’m not calling them out. Read: Please don’t leave an angry comment because right now no one knows who you are but if you comment they will.

I’m actually kind of flattered that someone thinks I’m that kick-ass of a slave that they want me enough to try to steal me from my owner. I think they’re wrong! But who am I to judge that besides a typical self-conscious woman with self-esteem problems? And I’m confused.

I’m confused because I don’t air our dirty laundry anywhere else but here and even then it’s often vague. I don’t keep our issues close to the breast because I’m a private person. I mean… I have a blog on the internet! How private of a person can I be? It’s more often that I can’t really explain myself well or I’m embarrassed by my actions or… Okay it’s because I’m a stuffer. There. You happy? Damn. :oP But I don’t remember ever saying that Master is irresponsible. Perpetually late. A procrastinator. Downright frustrating at times. Not irresponsible.

I’m also confused because I asked twice (Being serious! And said specifically that I was seriously asking because I was confused!) where they got the idea that I was looking for someone else or that Master was irresponsible and they didn’t answer the question. Instead they explained to me why they feel they are a good master for me.

So… a serious question. Do I make it sound like Master doesn’t know what He’s doing? Or that He’s irresponsible? And more importantly, do I give the impression that I’m looking for someone else? Because none of these things are true. They couldn’t be farther from the truth.

Categories: rayne Tags:
Comments are closed.
%d bloggers like this: