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Tender Tears

March 8th, 2008 No comments

Has anyone else been reduced to tears by tenderness or being allowed something they rarely are? I think I scared Master last night with my tears. He definitely wasn’t expecting them. I think He thought I was upset or something and was a little confused.

And I couldn’t figure out how to explain what was going on.

It’s been a really long time since I’ve been allowed to cum while He’s in me. His way is very different from many I read in that He doesn’t allow multiple orgasms – though I could perform, I’m only allowed to cum with express permission – and I’m supposed to ask any time I feel the urge, and, generally speaking, I’m only allowed to cum after sex is over and He’s sated. While part of that last is because I have an excruciatingly difficult time having an orgasm during intercourse (Sex with me truly is about getting them off. I’ve long since given up trying to get myself off without at least fingers being involved – unless I’m ordered to. And it has nothing to do with my lovers. I’ve spoken to quite a few of their exes – and currents – and found that I’m the only one not getting off.), the rest is just His way.

Last night was different. He’s informed me that had I not so insistently brushed my naked ass against His already stiffening cock He might even have gone down on me. I told Him there’s always tomorrow. * grin *

Last night, after pummeling my cunt walls while we laid on our right sides, He told me to get on top. Just climbing onto Him was ecstatic pleasure so when He told me to get my hair out of His face and I sat up to tie my hair back I thought I had died and gone to heaven. And then He told me to get there.

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