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March 7th, 2008

I’m running out of things to blog about and actually only sat down to do it because I’m already in trouble for not asking permission to skip my tasks yesterday. I guess I just assumed that I didn’t have to do them because I got up at 5am to be to work at 6, came home at 7pm, licked Master till dinner was done, fed Him… somewhere in there we fucked after I sucked His cock for a while… then did whatever it was He wanted to do. Which doesn’t usually include my tasks. However, I did spend a good deal of time on the computer doing… nothing. And my tasks weren’t included in that nothing. 

I guess, if I’m to be honest and stop sulking, the correct course of action here would be to ask Master when He’d like me to do them since I can’t do them in the morning anymore. Though I suppose I could, but I think I would have to get up at 3am to do them before work and after work He always has five hundred other things He wants to be doing. 

But isn’t it so much more fun to sulk and want to be angry at *them* when we know it’s our fault? Okay, not really. 

I’m just so… tired and burnt out and frustrated. I always have so much I want to say but, in the spirit of not making things worse, I keep my arguments to myself knowing they’re all wrong anyway. And even if I had a legitimate excuse, the mere fact that I didn’t ask permission negates it. 

And why *don’t* I ask permission? Has my pride really swollen that big?

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