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June 16th, 2007


Yesterday we spent the day talking about it. He asked what I
was doing and I told Him. â??Iâ??m watching porn. Iâ??m so fucking horny today.â? He
asked what kind of porn and I described each one to Him as I watched them. Itâ??s
difficult to find free BDSM porn. I think Iâ??ll start looking harder. But what I
did find was lesbian porn (Yumm! Gods I need pussy!), college porn, straight
porn, a girl fucking herself with various objects increasing in size (no it
wasnâ??t kaya
Tongue out).


Between the vulgar words and increasingly vile suggestions itâ??s come to
my attention that Master is trying to prove to me just how much of a
slut I am. So far, to date, thereâ??s been nothing Heâ??s mentioned that
hasnâ??t gotten my pussy wetter and wetter with each suggestion. And each
suggestion played out leads to a giant lake between my legs.


I go through phases where Iâ??m so fucking horny I canâ??t stand it and all
I want to do is stick my hands between my legs and cum and cum and cum.
Iâ??m sure this could be alleviated by fucking over and over as well. But
what about the times it happens when Masterâ??s at work and Iâ??m at home?
Or when Iâ??m at work and Heâ??s at home? Wouldnâ??t that be embarrassing,
cumming (with permission, of course) in the girlâ??s room while on break?
And the embarrassment and fear of getting caught would only get me
hotter. 


Before I met Master and was put on masturbation restriction
I would curl up in my bed or in the shower or where ever I could have a little
privacy and I would masturbate forâ?¦ hours, maybe? I made the mistake of not
expressing this when we were discussing the way our relationship was going to
work. It might not have changed His mind about making any orgasm I might have
His to give (either by giving me permission to masturbate or by giving it to me
Himself), but at least I would have had the opportunity to ask to be allowed to
continue this routine.


Since Iâ??m not, I watch porn. Mostly amateur porn because
thatâ??s all thatâ??s free. But porn, nonetheless, and lots of it. Keep my pussy on
a nice, white-hot simmer until Master gets home and uses me. And then itâ??s a
crap shoot as to whether or not Heâ??ll let me cum. More often than not He does,
though, and Iâ??m so grateful.


Yesterday we spent the day talking about it. He asked what I
was doing and I told Him. â??Iâ??m watching porn. Iâ??m so fucking horny today.â? He
asked what kind of porn and I described each one to Him as I watched them. Itâ??s
difficult to find free BDSM porn. I think Iâ??ll start looking harder. But what I
did find was lesbian porn (Yumm! Gods I need pussy!), college porn, straight
porn, a girl fucking herself with various objects increasing in size (no it
wasnâ??t kaya Tongue out).


And then I found this amateur vid. It was a guy and a girl. The
girl wasnâ??t all that cute, though the guy seemed to think she was drop-dead
gorgeous. Her hair was fried and her makeup made her look dirty. Dirty like she
hadnâ??t taken a shower in a million years. But she had awesome tits and an okay
ass. I was disappointed that he only stuck a finger in her ass. I have an
obsession with anal porn. If I could watch Master fuck my ass Iâ??d be all up in
that shit (no pun intended).


Anyway, he treated her like something to fuck. None of the
pretending to care or fuck buddy airs. He grabbed her, he posed her, he fucked
her. He closed her windpipe a few times, pinched the shit out of her titsâ?¦
Yumm!


Master came home from work and made me show Him how much I
wanted to cum after spending the entire afternoon taunting me and teasing me. I
licked and kissed and suckedâ?¦ My hair, which was down, kept getting in the way
so I kneeled up with my thighs spread to pull it back into a makeshift bun. He
kicked me three times in the cunt, the third nearly doubling me over in pain. My
body grew hotter and hotter.


I crawled around in front of Him sucking on His feet and His
legs while I stroked His dick. He kicked me again and punched me a few times
and I moaned happily as I squirmed before Him.


And then, the moment I was praying for.


�You bleeding yet, cunt?�


I shook my head no with His cock in my mouth.


�Go get on the bed on your back with your legs spread so I can cum in your
pussy, whore.�


While we were discussing how much of a dirty whore I am on
AIM, He said, â??Youâ??ll kneel quietly while I fuck whoever I want.â? This is a new
concept for me. Well, not entirely new. The idea of me kneeling quietly while
He fucks someone else is new, not Him fucking someone else. And I reread that
sentence two or three times while He continued to type.


Iâ??m a voyeur. Thereâ??s no denying that. I love to watch
people fuck. I like it more if itâ??s brutal but any type of sex going on in
front of me is fucking awesome. So Iâ??d be hotter than hell. Iâ??d be wondering if
she was pleasing Him. Especially if He didnâ??t make any noise at all. And Iâ??d be
humiliated because it wasnâ??t me He was using. Which would also make me hot as
hell.


I canâ??t help but feel that not being involved will seriously
fuck with my head. And I canâ??t stop wondering what my reaction will be if He
ever just uses me as a utility for Him and another woman to get off on. Aside
from being incredibly turned on and begging to be allowed to touch myself, I
mean. But I think, in the end, the outcome will be nothing but good. For
everyone involved. I canâ??t wait!

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