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On Being a Friend

April 12th, 2007 No comments


Iâ??m not sure what stops me from telling these people that I
canâ??t make them any promises. That I canâ??t really be their friend. That when
all is said and done, if He says itâ??s over, itâ??s over. That no friendship could
ever come close to being important enough to make me jeopardize my
relationship. Or leave it.

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Flipped Switch

April 10th, 2007 No comments


And when it was over, when He pulled me away from His still
hard member and laid me next to Him, when He whispered â??You belong to me,
bitch. You better not forget it.� I marveled at the desperation that welled up
inside. The switch that was flipped.


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Happy Birthday to Me!

April 7th, 2007 No comments

When I got home, dinner was just about ready and Master had bought two
bottles of wine. My card was on the table. It's so funny and cute
and… I love it. It's just so us. He bought me another Post Secret
book, The Secret Lives of Men and Women,
and bird toys! For my parakeet, of course. Oh yeah… did I mention
him? Master bought me a parakeet for Valentine's day. Oh and vitamins
for my bird too! And He's taking me tomorrow to have my nails done!

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Dependent Emotions

April 3rd, 2007 No comments

And there's this strange dependency that I haven't had before. We've always been rather close. That goes without saying. And I've always missed Him when one of us goes to work. But yesterday, there was this devastating feeling of loss when I wasn't able to just babble to Him whenever I wanted to. The reality of what having this particular job means started to set in and it sort of blindsided me.

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