Ever find that once you talk to someone they're not the evil
beast you thought they were when you first saw them? Ever wonder what made you
think they were?

It's been a long time since I've found a female as playful
and needing of structure as me. Some playful girls who don't want structure.
Some girls seriously in need of structure who don't like to goof off. But never
in between. I met one today. Well okay. That's a lie. I met her a few days ago
I just couldn't make myself like her. Something about looking in the mirror and
hating what you see. Or liking it too much. Or envying the reflection that you
don't believe is you. Okay that last is more accurate.

If you're getting the impression that I'm more than a little
confused, you're right. I never thought of myself as the type to judge a book
by its cover. Least of all one that's extremely similar to me. I always assumed
I could look at someone like me and pick them out a mile away. And I sure
didn't think we'd find a girl so similar to me on irc.

It's just… weird.