rayne will be another year older tomorrow and it"s got her thinking about what life would have been had she not admitted to her submissive side. Who would she be? Where would she be? Would she be with Master, still, or would He have found a submissive woman to be with?

she finds herself grateful that she found such a wonderful man to
pull the inner her out and help it to flourish. she is the happiest she
has ever been. There"s something to be said for not having to hide
one"s true nature… especially from the one she loves most.

That"s
all she"s got for today, lest this become a whine about being four
years from thirty. she"s really having a problem with this aging
thing. Childhood should have lasted forever.