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April 27th, 2006 No comments

rayne often wonders if it is possible to teach one well on her way to being thirty simple lessons such as manners. Days go by where Master allows her things that she isn"t always allowed and she almost never even says "Thank You".

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Helping an Old Friend

April 25th, 2006 No comments

Once upon a time, Master owned two slaves. rayne and rayna were their names. For various reasons that rayne will not discuss here, rayna was let go. rayne and rayna tried to continue their friendship, but it seemed… strained, rayne supposes, and they lost touch.

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Reprieve

April 23rd, 2006 No comments

While rayne wouldn"t say things are "back to normal", she would say they are much better than they were. she"s trying desperately to stay within the boundaries afforded her by her Master, right down to watching her mouth. It"s a long road, and she"s put her feet at the beginning of it before and turned around after only a couple of steps. But she"s hoping that this time she will continue to go forward. she needs to continue to go forward.
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The Public Eye and More to Prove

April 21st, 2006 No comments

Master and rayne have recently joined the online mailing list of a local BDSM group with the intention of eventually going to meet these people in real life. While she"s excited and rather intrigued, she"s a little nervous. What if it turns out she"s one of the "princess slaves" she"s so often berating? What if nobody likes her? What if Master finds a slave He likes better than her and she becomes, at best, second slave? Or worse! What if He gets rid of her? After last night (or this morning, in non-night people speak), this slave wouldn"t blame Him.

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Honesty?

April 19th, 2006 No comments

Sometimes this one feels like it is impossible for her ever to be honest about the things she thinks or feels. Like expression of such will have some sort of repercussion she won"t like. And she"s been told all her life (even before she was slave) "If your thoughts make you feel like you should be punished, perhaps you should re-evaluate your thinking."

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Self Control

April 17th, 2006 No comments

Self control is something rayne battles with on a daily basis. With everything from mouthing off to eating too much, she has a difficult time regulating things that Master shouldn't have to (unless He wanted to). It's not always an issue. Sometimes she does really well. Someone says something that pisses her off and she smiles and walks away. Or a massive plate is set before her and she eats only half of it.

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