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March 27th, 2006 No comments

â??I am a woman,â? she said.
â??And a slave,â? I said.
â??Yes, a slave,â? she said. Her eyes were moist. â??Do you know why I am content?â? she asked.
â??No, Slave,â? I said.
â??Because I am a slave,â? she said. â??It is strange,â? she said, â??we have talked of freedom, of liberation. And yet I feel that somehow, though I am slave, I am the most liberated, the most free of women. For the first time in my life I am free to obey, to love and be pleasing.â?
â??You are not simply free to do such things,â? I said, â??you must do them.â? <i>Beasts of Gor</i>

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To Be a Slave

March 25th, 2006 Comments off

From John Norman’s Beasts of Gor:

Freedom permits a woman to live without men. Slavery makes a woman need a man’s touch. The sexuality of a free woman is largely inert; the sexuality of a slave girl, on the other hand, has been deliberately and seriously activated. Men, as it has pleased them, have done this to her. They have, as masters, careless of the consequences of their actions, awakened the poor girl’s sexuality; it can never then, regardless of the torment and misery it may inflict upon her, return to sleep. It has been made hot and alive. She is no longer free; her freedom is gone; she is now only an ignited slave. Sexuality is a glory in a slave girl which sets her apart from free women, but it is also a force within her which she must fear, for it puts her so helplessly at the mercy of masters. The aroused sexuality of the slave girl is surely the strongest of the chains with which she is bound. Some slave girls, lovely fugitives, have been recaptured simply because they have thrown themselves whimpering at the feet of a man on a road, begging his touch, One of the most humiliating things that can occur to a slave girl is to find herself on her belly, unbidden, moaning, crawling to the feet of a hated master. She puts her lips to his feet. “I beg your touch, Master.” she says.

The sexuality of the aroused slave girl is incomprehensible to the free woman. It is nothing she will ever understand. It is a color she cannot see, a sound she cannot hear.

I see this happening in myself and it frightens me.  I saw it happening in myself after my first realization that I am, at the very least, submissive.  Hell, while I think about it, I can remember being as young as four and wondering about a man’s touch.  What sex was like and when I would be old enough to experience it.  But this isn’t accepted as “normal” so I tried to ignore it.

And I still try to ignore it. To hide it. To pretend that this strange fire isn’t lit and burning away at my insides.  When I want to crawl on my belly to Master Melen and press my lips to His feet and beg Him to use me…  I clench my fists instead and bite my lip and pretend that I’m not that girl.  Utter slave I am not!  I have pride, and dignity and…. And none of these are acceptable.  And none of this is true.

A slave should have no pride.  Especially when it comes to her master.  Her dignity is stripped from her the first time he breaks
through her defenses and gives her no choice but to beg on her knees to be taken.  She knows what she is the moment she crawls to him asking merely for his touch. Or lays in his lap begging just to get a single kiss. Read more…

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Trained Monkey Syndrome?

March 23rd, 2006 No comments

While bumbling around on a D/s related forum, Master and rayne happened upon a person who believes that Masters and slaves that practice ritualistic slavery (i.e. Gor or any other form of training in which a slave is trained to have specific responses to things, know specific positions, etc.) are robots – empty shells that have no value.

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blistex r0x0rs her b0x0rs

March 21st, 2006 No comments

But this laptop definitely doesn"t. Stupid shift key rarely ever works and the "h" key sometimes doubles (or triples) itself. Damn thing.

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Fit to be Tied

March 17th, 2006 No comments

rayne was going to write a full story about what happened the other night… spice up her blog a little. But after writing almost the whole thing out and then losing it when her computer rebooted, she"s sort of lost interest But she supposes she can tell you a little about the dirty little slut being tied down and tormented.

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Respect and Common Decency

March 15th, 2006 No comments

To start rayne would like to say that this is in no way meant to be disrespectful or insulting. It is not a jab at anyone, nor is it meant to call anyone out.

In reading some of the D/s related forums and venues, rayne has noticed a certain lack of respect in submissives (not all of them – rayne"s sure they know who they are) when speaking to dominants. If a dominant (or even another submissive) mentions it, though, they are usually met with such comments as "i"m not owned." or "You don"t own me." or "my owner doesn"t expect me to defer to other dominants." or "i will not bow down to each self-proclaimed Dom/me that crosses my path and those who think i should are arrogant bastards." This is so totally backwards that it"s sort of funny. And then, in the same breath, it"s not.

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