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Lack of Entry, Owning Responsibility, and kaylee

February 27th, 2006 No comments

rayne realizes she didn"t put an entry up on the twenty-fifth, and she should have. We had a prior engagement and spent most of the day away and when we finally returned, she had forgotten all about it. It"s no excuse. It"s still a punishable offense. And she will make an effort to pay more attention to her responsibilities from now on.

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Lameness

February 23rd, 2006 No comments

rayne apologizes for the lack of content in her blogs lately. she"s been paying so much attention to getting Master"s house all prettified and keeping it together (our new fishtank is going crazy cause we tried to do too much too fast) that she really hasn"t read much or thought about much else. Occasionally a really great idea comes to mind, but then she forgets what it is before she has a chance to put it up. Absentmindedness, she thinks, comes with lack of sleep and she"s still not sleeping especially well.

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Son of a….

February 21st, 2006 No comments

rayne's not been sleeping well. Usually, she just tosses and turns all night with a long stretch of broken sleep. Last night, however, she woke up at 4am and didn't go back to sleep until fifteen minutes before the alarm clock went off. As if no sleep isn't bad enough, it's that time of the month again (yes, you wanted to know that) and if you know rayne at all, you know that she can be a royal bitch at that time.

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Try, Try Again

February 19th, 2006 No comments

So rayne"s trying really hard to be a good slave. After three years, she shouldn"t have to try. It should just come natural. And she always tries to stick the blame somewhere else. You"re not strict enough. she has her period. You"re never consistent. she"s stressed right now. The fact of the matter is, she"s lazy and procrastinates (she"ll start being good tomorrow!) and gets stuck in these "rayne"s a shitty slave. she"ll always be a shitty slave. she"s worthless and if it"ll never change why even try?" ruts.

This time is different and she hopes it"ll stay different. she"s trying desperately to watch what she says, tame her reactions to things, remember that He is Master and she is slave. We"ll see how it goes, she guesses.
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Straighten Up and Fly Right

February 17th, 2006 No comments

Seems like rayne's saying this a lot.

Things have been a little out of control. rayne can't seem to keep her mouth in check. she thinks part of it is due to her sudden obsession with her weight, but other than that she's just been really friggin lazy. Laziness is not becoming in a slave.

Master's called her on it and we're talking about it. It's just time for her to get her ass in gear.
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Out of Control

February 15th, 2006 Comments off

Yesterday Master and I went to see Phantom of the Opera at a theater nearby. Amazing play. I suggest you see it!

Today, we bought a 38 gallon fish tank with a pine stand. It’s beautiful. I can’t wait to get fish in it.

Other than that, I’ve been in kind of a funk lately and don’t really have anything to say. I’m still being bitchy and can’t seem to get my head in the game. Out of control is an understatement.

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