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A Dream

July 29th, 2005 Comments off

Kind of looking for interpretation, if anyone is interested in taking a stab at it.

I had a really odd dream last night. I forgot to write it down in my dream journal (I really need to move it to my new side of the bed – we switched sides a while ago) and meant to put it here when I got up but forgot to do that as well. I don’t remember many of the details… I just remember this:

Master was married to my mother (but in the dream she wasn’t my mother and I was only vaguely aware that she was my mother in real life) instead of me and I was His slave. His wife knew that I was His slave and encouraged it. We all went out to dinner to this buffet place that I’ve never seen before (at least that I remember) and there were kids there but I don’t remember who they belonged to.

This is where the dream starts to get fuzzy. I don’t remember conversations, only that it was obvious who He cared about more. His wife left much earlier than we did and we went to this little tiny house that was His but He didn’t share it with His wife (I don’t think). I remember thinking to myself as He had His arm around my waist and led me to the door “He will always fuck me before He fucks His wife. The only time He’ll fuck her is when I’m unavailable. It must suck to be her.” And that’s the last thing I remember.

I don’t even have the beginning of an interpretation. It’s been kind of fucking with me today.

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slaves upcoming review

July 29th, 2005 Comments off

Well, the slaves upcoming 4 month review is due on Monday. She has a set number of tasks she needed to complete in these 4 months and she has unfortunately blown at least one goal she had set for her due to a lie that went on for at least 2 months. Of course, it’s not a total bust either, her review may turn out to be 50/50, although that really wasn’t the intention of these reviews. Small goals were set so that they were attainable.

We will have to see if she surprises me in the next 2 days.

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