I’m going crazy. I’ve been doing so well with ignoring my urges to just eat and eat and eat when I have nothing better to do. I’ve lost around 30ish lbs and two pants sizes. And I want to pig out!

Working on getting transferred. Went to the store I’m going to be transferred to and worked for three hours last night. AND IT SUCKS! Way too quiet. Nothing to do. There were five people there. Five. And we managed without any trouble. I have to go out looking for a job and soon. I really don’t want to work there.