It’s amazing what having a job can do for someone. I’ve been working for the past week at Bed, Bath and Beyond. And it’s been ok for the most part. It makes me feel good to be able to say that I’m helping Master support us.

This has really lifted my spirits and confidence level. I make more than my department manager, I’m given more hours than her, and I’m, from what I can tell, a valued employee. Now if only I can keep it that way and behave myself so I don’t lose my job.

Behaving myself isn’t really a problem when it comes to my job. I’m completely ecstatic with my life here with Master and I *will not* do anything to mess it up. So now I just have to remember to behave at home and I’m all set.

I’m so happy these days.
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So it was bound to happen. And it has. rayne has entered a rather dark period in her life. i guess i spent too much time running away from the dark parts of me and not enough time examining them.

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